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Depress The Heart

by Drop Kick Jesus

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1.
Here 01:30
Do you think I like the pain Do you think I felt the shame Do you think that I don't care Don't you know I hate your stare Do you think I felt the same Don't you know I live with pain Do you think I sleep at night Don't you know I hate to fight I know there's a virus in your mouth Why do you think I'm so jovial I know there's a virus in your mouth Why do you think I'm so... Everyone you own is dead, everyone you own is dead Everyone you own is dead, everyone you own is dead But I'm still here, but I'm still here, but I'm still here Right where you left me I think you like my pain And I think you felt my shame And I think that you don't care I know you hate my stare And I think you felt the same And I know you live with pain And I think you sleep at night When you're right here
2.
I thought I was so close Trying to bring it back Only to find out that It was so far away Close the shades on the world Wish I could breathe in here Smothering me back down Only to taste my fear Tried to make myself feel A little bit better than Failed and forgotten but I could not wake up and Close the shades on the world Wish I could breathe in here Smothering me back down Only to taste my fear Where did this all come from Where is at all going This broken memory Please throw this all away Please throw this all away, please throw this all away Please throw this all away, please throw this all away This shit can't save the day Well thanks for the nostalgia Anyway Anyway, anyway, anyway, anyway, anyway, anyway
3.
KickFace 02:25
Tough guy motherfucker Don't bring your shit around this place Kickface So you're weak in the knees And I can hear you scream Just another sucker Trapped in your disease Kickface and I'll break you down Kickface and there's no escape from Kickface and I'll break you down Kickface and there's no escape Kickface and I'll break you down Kickface and there's no escape from Kickface and I'll break you down Kickface and there's no escape It's on you piece of shit Stand up to me and you'll get cut It's on you piece of shit Stand up to me and you'll get cut You piece of shit, you piece of shit You piece of shit, you piece of shit
4.
Blood is all around Falling on the ground Roll back the stone Find a prophet gone Blood is all around Falling on the ground Roll back the stone Find a prophet gone Take the bastard down Clean out his wounds Grab his severed head Throw it around Have your precious meal Don't mean a thing Shut the liar up Kill him again Fuck the skull of Christ, you'll feel the faith Fuck the skull of Christ, you'll feel His hate Dead end messiah Don't mean a thing Holding back the tears That's your biggest fear Dead end messiah Don't mean a thing Holding back the tears That's your biggest fear Fuck the skull of Christ, you'll feel the faith Fuck the skull of Christ, you'll feel His hate Again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again Again, again, again, again, again, again, again, again Fuck the skull of Christ, fuck the skull of Christ Fuck the skull of Christ, fuck the skull of Christ
5.
I don't want to see it again Hide it from the world and leave it I don't want to see it again Hide it from the world and leave it And all those fucking lies And all those fucking times With all my fucking rhymes Meant too much fucking time Has been wasted on a piece of shit Don't take it away from me It can't be replaced I don't want your world Or what it gives me Don't take it away from me It can't be replaced I don't want your world Or what it gives me I know that I will succeed To break my dignity and plead I'm falling, so fucking cold inside I don't wanna die I don't want to see it again Hide it from the world and leave it I don't want to see it again Hide it from the world and leave it You fuck
6.
I wish you would let me hide in this place Take me in and don't let me see my face I wish you would let me hide in this place Take me in and don't let me see my face I wish you would let me hide in this place Take me in and don't let me see my face I wish you would let me hide in this place Take me in and don't let me see my face So very sick of the morning My skin is sick and crawling So very tired of sleeping And what you might be thinking What goes around comes around And everything goes away What goes around comes around And everything goes away And after everything I am the hollow one And after everything I am the monster here All my angels are dead, all my angels are dead All my angels are dead, all my angels are dead And I can't breathe, and I can't breathe And I can't breathe, and I can't breathe
7.
Does your fear control you Is your head such a mess Kneeling when they ask you to Why don't you think for yourself Lies breed fear Bible belt Babylon God breeds fear Bible belt Babylon Would you teach your kids this Then why do you believe it too Don't you feel like His own cattle Scared to death to go to Hell Lies breed fear Bible belt Babylon God breeds fear Bible belt Babylon Never would I pray to you Or do what you ask me to Never would I pray to you Or do what you ask me to Lies breed fear Bible belt Babylon God breeds fear Bible belt Babylon Lies breed fear Bible belt Babylon God breeds fear Bible belt Babylon Lies breed fear Bible belt Babylon God breeds fear Bible belt Babylon
8.
Look down, feel the fucking ground below you Look up, see the fucking sky above you Stronger, push that pain beside you Weaker, try not to let them see you Look down, feel the fucking ground below you Look up, see the fucking sky above you Stronger, push that pain beside you Weaker, try not to let them see you What you care about, what you care about Lost in myself Fighting myself Lost in myself Fighting myself What you care about, what you care about I don't want these dreams These sparkled ruined dreams At what cost do they go away What is the price I'll have to pay I don't want these dreams These sparkled ruined dreams At what cost do they go away What is the price I'll have to pay What you care about, what you care about Depress the heart, depress the heart Depress the heart, depress the heart Breathe in, I've been here before you Breathe in, I've been here before you Breathe in, I've been here before you Breathe in, I've been here before you Breathe in, you've brought me here before Breathe in, you've brought me here before Breathe in, you've brought me here before Breathe in, you've brought me here before You've brought me here before, you've brought me here before You've brought me here before, you've brought me here before
9.
The world is against me And everything I know is real Bringing back the memories Taking so long to heal The world is against me And everything I know is real Bringing back the memories Taking so long to heal Breakdown, face down Head down, stare down Water washes everything clean The world is against me And everything I know is real Bringing back the memories Taking so long to heal The world is against me And everything I know is real Bringing back the memories Taking so long to heal Jagged shards spill the thoughts I did this to myself and no one can stop it And you think I hate it Midnight, half light Short sight, hold tight Drowning backwards inside of me The world is against me And everything I know is real Bringing back the memories Taking so long to heal The world is against me And everything I know is real Bringing back the memories Taking so long to heal Taking so long to heal, taking so long to heal Taking so long to heal, taking so long to heal Taking so long to heal, taking so long to heal Taking so long to heal, taking so long to heal
10.
Up here, up here, up here in my head Washed out, washed out, washed out what you said Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I feel dead Please god, please god, please god, please god let me be I wanna bring it down Watching it on the ground Suffer with you around Grabbing at nothing now I wanna bring it down Watching it on the ground Suffer with you around Grabbing at nothing now I can't push you away I try every single day No I don't want you to stay No I don't feel okay So fucked up in the way I feel Please let me be real, please let me be real Please let me be real, please let me be real
11.
You see all around, this place That cuts you down, this place That never gives in, this place That doesn't begin, only ends Only ends, only ends, only ends Is it when we dream and not sleep That the end is impossible to keep Is it when we dream and not sleep That the end is impossible to keep Kill me Reach down and crush me Look up and hate me Think back and kill me Make it stop I'm so tired of thinking Thinking of all these feelings And I'm so tired of thinking Thinking of all these regrets I'm so tired of thinking Thinking of all these feelings And I'm so tired of thinking Thinking of all these regrets Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside Making it feel worse on the inside
12.
Long Walk 01:26
Don't look down, look at me And tell me what do you see Brown eyes that wanna be free Long walk, short pier Your talk, my fears No go away and leave me here I'm fine, just go away I'm fine, just go away I'm fine, just go away I'm fine, just go away Just go away, just go away Just go away, just go Your God can't save my soul If what I'm feeling is your God's love Then I don't want His Kingdom And I don't want His promises Cause I have felt his wrath And I have been turned away And I don't need his jealousy Jesus was not the only one God crucified Jesus was not the only one God crucified
13.
Sitting in space, empty space Can't see the fog through the haze Can't rip through thoughts of lessened days I will not be relieved I will not then set you free I will not be relieved I will not then set you free I hate what you've become What you've become to me I hate what you've become What you've become to me Into my hazy eyes you looked Hollow was that life you took Into my hazy eyes you looked Hollow was that life you took I hate what you've become What you've become to me I hate what you've become What you've become to me Bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed The ringing won't go away You put it there and here I stay The ringing won't go away You put it there and here I stay Victims cries go unheard All your lies go unheard Victims cries go unheard All your lies they go fucking unheard
14.
Once again I have felt the loss of defeat Once again I have felt the loss of defeat Can't see the sun from where I lay Too far down and pushed away What are the words you try to say Stuck in my head with this decay Bloody fragments on a white wall Bloody fragments on a white wall Can't see the sun from where I lay Too far down and pushed away What are the words you try to say Stuck in my head with this decay Bloody fragments on a white wall Bloody fragments on a white wall Too far away to hear what you say Too far away to hear what you say Go!
15.
What's it to you? Let's make it new Let's make it die, make it die There's nothing wrong It's lived too long And the pleasure is yours and mine You conceived me now you wanna kill me It won't be easy, hey I wanna be me You took me with you, now I'm gonna kill you I want my Mom!!! What's it to you? What's it to you? Cutting through you It's still alive, still alive This thing between us The big kahuna And it's chewing from the inside You conceived me now you wanna kill me It won't be easy, hey I wanna be me You took me with you, now I'm gonna kill you I want my Mom!!! You conceived me now you wanna kill me It won't be easy, hey I wanna be me You took me with you, now I'm gonna kill you I want my Mom!!! I want my Mom!!!

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Drop Kick Jesus was a musical vision to combine heavy hardcore songs, with keyboards and samples.

The album was a growth from “Splatterguts,” both musically and sonically. The attitude of the songs on “Depress The Heart” had moved away from the typical hardcore style, and extended further into the electro-metal genre. Drop Kick Jesus toured extensively on the new album throughout MA, NH, NY, VT, ME, RI, & PA.

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released December 1, 2000

Brian Paone - vocals
KJ Strum - guitar
Eric Park - bass
Ted Goclawski - drums
Justin St. Laurent - keyboards, samples

Produced by Neil Kernon
Recorded at River’s Edge Studio in Haverhill, MA
Mixed at Village Productions in Tornillo, TX
Artwork by Jeff Grossman

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